So I posted a couple of days ago about having a hard time seeing beautiful. And then you guys encouraged me and shared beautiful with me, and I loved it. And then today, beautiful just smacked me in the face. I was going to see my friend Julie and her new baby who are at home and doing well!! I was driving through Chick-fil-A so we could eat lunch together over at her house, when I saw a woman. I was at a different Cfa than I usually go to because it was on the way to their house. As I turned in I saw a woman standing at the corner of the parking lot with 2 kids with her while she held a sign. I didn’t read it all, but I saw “No job, hungry, no food for children, need money for food for kids”. It was a really long sign, and I’m not sure what else it said. But I was kind of hit by it. It’s not something you see too often where I live now. And it really hit me that she had her children with her. My child was at preschool, which we gladly pay for each month, while these kids were sitting on curb helping their mom beg.
I couldn’t shake it, so as I pulled through the line I grabbed our food and a gift card for them. As I swung back by the woman, I was able to give her the gift card. I got to talk with her for a few minutes before the cars started lining up behind me. She told me she was making her way from California to Maryland. She lost her job in California and her sister lives in Maryland, so she could stay with her. She said she was trying to get enough money to buy gas to get them to Maryland. She said it was really hard for her and tears welled up in her eyes. The cars lined up behind me were not happy, so I told her I would pray for her and I drove away. I just kept thinking about them. Not even an hour before I had gone shopping at Target. I had nearly $300 in clothes, shoes, towels, medicines, and some random things in my trunk, and here was this woman who was just trying to get food and gas money. I felt awful. I was so convicted about my spending, about what we’ve been blessed with, and reminded that not everyone is where we are. My heart and my attitude were all wrong, and today God used a beautiful woman to show me that.